Sometimes I just hate my body. I'm so frustrated at the limitations of this human body that I live in. I want to push myself to the limits, and my mind is willing but my body fails me.
Why do I have such a weak body? I'm constantly getting sick. I get sick, and then it takes me at least a week to recover from it. I don't get enough sleep and my body crashes and quits working on me. Right now, I've been sick for the past few days. My head hurts like crazy and I can't concentrate. I just want to lie in bed and sleep forever. My body just doesn't want to get up. My throat hurts. I try to sing and I have to stop because it hurts too much. My head hurts so much! I wish it would stop pounding.
My knees hurt. My hip hurts. My hip joint hurts. My back hurts. My shoulders hurt. My jaw hurts. Everythng hurts. Why is my body falling apart???
Why is my left TMJ so tight? I can't open my mouth all the way and it hurts when I chew. Why does my hip and lower back pop and hurt? Why do my knees hurt at random times for no reason? Why does the bottom of my foot hurt when I walk sometimes? Why do my lymph nodes swell up? Why is my throat so sore? Why am I so dizzy?
Why do I have such a weak body? I'm trapped. I hate this pain. I wish my body would cooperate with me, but I feel like I'm constantly fighting with it. Right now my body is winning.
I need to go sleep.
About Me
- Rosalee
- "There has never been the slightest doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ Jesus appears." Philippians 1:6 (The Message)