Apathy?

I've got this routine down. Go to class, do my homework, write papers, study, take tests. It's all coming together now, and I've gotten better at doing things without having to think about them. But now that I don't have to constantly think about what I am doing, what do I think about?

The days fly by, and another week is over. How was my week? Hmmm...let me think about that. I don't even remember anymore. I'm living each day as it comes, just surviving from test to test and paper to paper. I'm on automatic pilot, and I'm not sure that's a good thing.

I should be enjoying my learning and joyfully living each day to the fullest. God has given me this day, and I must redeem the time He has given me.

Why do I feel like I'm just going through the motions? I've lost touch with the joy of living each day in the presence of my God. I need that joy back. Holy Spirit, please give me Jesus. Please overwhelm me with a love for my Creator. Please fill me with the joy of the Lord which is my strength.