Lonely Again

Dear God,

I'm lonely again.

I know why. Because I'm prone to wander. I know my heart is prone to wander away from you. And only You can fill that hole inside of me. Only You can make me whole.

I've been trying to make it through on my own strength again. Why do I always do this? I forget and try to do it all on my own. Of course, I can't. Epic Fail.

I need You. I need Your strength. I need Your love to fill my emptiness.

I do need friends and fellowship and support. And I am definately lacking in support.

But then again, You are still the most important. And even when I have everything else, if I neglect to spend time with You, then I have nothing.

Please teach me to love You more.

Because my heart is fickle and I am prone to wander.